#11
LAT
Tas bija 3. klasē. Fizkultūras stundai vajadzēja pārģērbties ģērbtuvē, kura bija blakus sporta zālei. Tur bija diezgan patumšs, logi bija aizkrāsoti ar baltu krāsu. Pirms mūsu klases tur pārģērbās lielie puiši no 12. klases. Viņi smējās, skaļi jokoja. Viņi bija muskuļaini, spalvainas kājas, vienam no viņiem bija baltas apakšbikses un izspiedies daikts. Man dauzījās sirds. Likās, ka man trūkst elpas un es noģībšu. Man bija kauns izģērbties un uzvilkt sporta tērpu. Es jutos tievs un tizls, es baidījos, ka tikai kāds man kaut ko nepasaka. Fizkultūras ģērbtuves smarža, saldi rūgtena, no sviedriem.
Pēc kādas no fizkultūras stundām, vairs neatceros, kā tieši tas notika, paliku ģērbtuvē viens. Es pārģērbos, gāju pie zāles durvīm, bet nevarēju tās atvērt. Es biju ieslēgts. Es ļoti pārbijos. Tas nozīmēja, ka es kavēšu nākamo stundu. Es raustīju durvis, bet neviens tās nevēra vaļā. Neviena nebija. Pilnīgs klusums. Es iegāju atpakaļ sporta zālē. Tā bija liela un tukša. Ādas matrači uz grīdas, pa augšējiem logiem slīpi iespīdēja gaisma. Fizkultūras zāles smarža, bumbas. Sviedru smarža. Es nogūlos ar seju pret grīdu. Un man pēkšņi sākās orgasms! Pirmais dzīvē. Es berzējos pret sporta zāles grīdu. Mani pārņēma kaut kas tik patīkams, visu ķermeni, es neko tādu nebiju pārdzīvojis! Sporta zāles tukšums, tukšās ģērbtuves, sviedru smarža, puskrēsla, bailes, nesapratne, kas tas tāds nupat bija, bailes no soda.
Es biju viens. Līdz šim nezināmā, jaunā, saldi kaislīgā sajūta, kas pārņēma manu mazo ķermeni, radās no iztēles, to iedarbināja sajūtas, smaržas, gaisma, aizslēgtās durvis.
ENG
It was in 3rd grade. For physical education, we had to change in the changing room next to the gym. It was quite dark in there, the windows were painted white. Before our class, the big boys from 12th grade changed there. They were laughing, joking loudly. They were muscular, had hairy legs, one of them had white underpants and his cock was bulging. My heart was pounding. I felt like I was short of breath and I was going to faint. I was ashamed to undress and put on a tracksuit. I felt thin and clumsy, I was afraid that someone would say something to me. The smell of the gym locker room, bittersweet from sweat.
After one of the PE lessons, I don't remember exactly how it happened, but I was alone in the changing room. I changed, went to the door of the gym, but I couldn't open it. I was locked in. I was very frightened. It meant that I would be late for the next lesson. I yanked on the door, but nobody opened it. No one was there. Complete silence. I went back into the gym. It was big and empty. Leather mattresses on the floor, light shining in through the upper windows. The smell of the gym, the balls. The smell of sweat. I laid down with my face to the floor. And suddenly I had an orgasm! The first in my life. I rubbed myself against the gym floor. Something so pleasurable overwhelmed me, my whole body, I had never experienced anything like it! The emptiness of the gym, the empty changing rooms, the smell of sweat, the half-darkness, the fear, not understanding what it was just now, the fear of punishment.
I was alone. The previously unknown, new, sweetly passionate feeling that took over my little body was born of imagination, triggered by sensations, smells, light, locked doors.
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